NCISverse bingo "Lying to Yourself"
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ophelias_heartPrompt: Lying to yourself
Part: 3/3
Pairing: Deeks/Kensi
Warning: AU of Season 4 finale.
Word Count: 263
The next day Nell hands Kensi a thumb drive.
“Nell, what is this?”
“Um, uh, you should listen to it. I think that you should hear it. I know we haven’t had a lot of girl time together lately, but I know that you are struggling with something and I think that this will help.”
“Nell, what are you talking about, I’m fine,” Kensi says, trying and failing to pull off carefree and unconcerned.
“Kensi, Deeks isn’t the only one to call you out when you’re lying to yourself. I know you and I know that you are not fine, but you can listen to it or not. I just wanted to give you a chance to let yourself be happy.”
Kensi, not knowing how to react, just nods, takes the flash drive and walks away.
It takes her all weekend to decide if she even wants to know what is on the drive. On Sunday night she decides she needs to listen. She plugs it into her computer and starts the audio file.
At first it’s just yelling and gunshots. Then you can hear Sam asking if Michelle is okay. He starts to ask about Deeks and then you hear Michelle telling Eric to send an ambulance that Deeks is down. Why would Nell want me to hear this, oh my God, this is awful. She thinks about stopping it, but then she hears Deeks’ voice asking Sam for a favor. Hearing him say those words, she can’t control the tears that form in her eyes.
Part: 3/3
Pairing: Deeks/Kensi
Warning: AU of Season 4 finale.
Word Count: 263
The next day Nell hands Kensi a thumb drive.
“Nell, what is this?”
“Um, uh, you should listen to it. I think that you should hear it. I know we haven’t had a lot of girl time together lately, but I know that you are struggling with something and I think that this will help.”
“Nell, what are you talking about, I’m fine,” Kensi says, trying and failing to pull off carefree and unconcerned.
“Kensi, Deeks isn’t the only one to call you out when you’re lying to yourself. I know you and I know that you are not fine, but you can listen to it or not. I just wanted to give you a chance to let yourself be happy.”
Kensi, not knowing how to react, just nods, takes the flash drive and walks away.
It takes her all weekend to decide if she even wants to know what is on the drive. On Sunday night she decides she needs to listen. She plugs it into her computer and starts the audio file.
At first it’s just yelling and gunshots. Then you can hear Sam asking if Michelle is okay. He starts to ask about Deeks and then you hear Michelle telling Eric to send an ambulance that Deeks is down. Why would Nell want me to hear this, oh my God, this is awful. She thinks about stopping it, but then she hears Deeks’ voice asking Sam for a favor. Hearing him say those words, she can’t control the tears that form in her eyes.
