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They both collapse onto the couch exhausted when the kids are finally asleep.
“How do you do that?” Kensi asks.
“Do what, sweetness?” Deeks questions letting his arm come to rest around her shoulders.
“Deal with kids so well? Make them like you? I’m not being facetious I’m really curious. We are both only children from varying degrees of difficult childhoods, but you manage to win over every child you see and I just don’t understand,” Kensi says while lacing her fingers through his on her shoulder.
“Well, I just treat them like people. Ask them questions, listen to their answers. Plus I’m just really lovable, as I’m sure you’ll agree!” Deeks says kissing her cheek.
“I’m serious, Deeks!” pulling away so that he can see her mad face.
“I am too, princess. I just treat them like I treat everyone else. When I was younger and my dad was, well, my dad, I hated being talked down to and being patronized. I was dealing with a lot and I just didn’t want to be ‘handled’, y’know? After I shot my dad, the cops didn’t act like I was some stupid kid, they talked to me and to my mom and the first cop through the door didn’t even mention that I was crying. This was not their first visit to our humble abode, but they sat with my mom and me until we had calmed down and as that first cop was leaving he bent down and gave me his card and said I had done the right thing and that if I ever needed anything to give him a call.”
“Deeks, I-I,” Kensi stutters with tears in her eyes.
“I am just trying to explain why I try to do normal things with them, like trampolines and video games, we see these kids in a pretty tough time, so I just try to keep it normal. Now that we are being serious, can I ask you a question?” Deeks pulls her back against him.
“Yes,” she says uncertainly.
“Do you really not want kids? I’m not talking about soon, just are they ever going to be an option for us?” Deeks asks trying to keep the uncertainty off his face.
“When my mom left, I thought I would never want kids because I would never want them to feel the way I felt. When my dad died I knew I could never put them through that, but then Jack came along and I could maybe see having kids eventually. When he left he took my thoughts of bringing kids into this world with him. I became an agent and it was just a given that I wouldn’t become a parent.”
“Sam is a parent.”
“Can you let me finish? Thank you. Yes, Sam is a parent, but Michelle is no longer an agent. I’ve not been in a place in my life since then that I thought that giving up my career was worth it. Is that going to be a problem?” Kensi questioned trying not to think about Deeks leaving her too.

“Kens, look at me. I love you, we’ve been together for a while now and I’m not walking away. Okay?” he asks and waits for a nod before continuing, “I like kids and would really like to have some, but if that’s a dealbreaker with you, then we won’t. I know that we had less than ideal upbringings and we see some terrible things, but I think that we could make a good life for a child or maybe even two.”

“Deeks?” she looks up uncertainly.

“Babe, this is not something we have to decide tonight, or tomorrow. Let’s just keep going the way that we are going and maybe throw in some babysitting. We’ll see how it goes and make the decision together, okay?”

“Yeah, okay,” Kensi wraps her arms around him, “and Deeks, I love you, too.”
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AN: Thank you to [personal profile] carolinecrane for betaing. I don't really get into Valentine's day, but this got stuck in my head so...

“Hey, Kens, what’s in your hair?” Callen asks as they stand to head upstairs to ops.
“It’s probably some lint,” Kensi replies.
“Or crumbs,” Deeks interjects with a sly smile.
“Huh, you’re so funny!” Kensi says, scrunching up her face to mock him.
“No, it’s red and...here just..let me...Kensi, why is there a rose petal stuck under your ponytail?” Callen asks while he and Sam become suddenly very interested in this conversation.
“I didn’t know you were seeing anyone. G, did you know she was seeing anyone?” Sam joins in.
“I did not. Who is this gentleman caller who somehow got you to lie in rose petals?” G presses.
“Guys, there is no guy. It’s Valentine’s day, I probably just brushed past some flowers.”, Kensi lies.
“Hold up, Sam, is she really trying to pull off lying to our faces?”
“G, I think she is.”, Sam says unable to keep from laughing at the thought. “And do you know what else...Deeks has been awfully quiet this whole time.”
“Yeah, Deeks, you’re never this quiet. What gives?”, G says.
“Woah, guys, leave me out of this, I thought we were trying to find out who Kensi got flowers from.”
“And you call yourself a detective. Tsk ,tsk.”, Sam admonishes.
“No, Deeks, Kensi didn’t get flowers from someone. She let someone lay her on a surface with rose petals scattered.”, G explains.
“So?” Deeks retorts, a little offended that his detective skills are being questioned, but even more worried that he and Kensi are about to be figured out.
“Excuse me, guys, I’m right here, why are talking about me like I’m not here? Better yet, why are we talking about this at all?” Kensi tries but fails to get the guys to drop it.
“So, Deeks, it means that Kensi let someone be romantic on Valentine’s day.”, Sam adds.
“Not only that, but if it was romantic, it wasn’t a one night stand or a first date.”, Callen smirks.
“She’s dating someone and she isn’t talking about him.”, continues Sam.
“Which means one of two things, she doesn’t want us to know about him or...”
“Or” Kensi interrupts, “she doesn’t want you involved in her private life.”
“Okay, well, that could be it if you hadn’t told us about every single date you’ve been on since you started working here.”, G argues.
“Okay, look, guys, just drop it, it’s none of your business and I’m sorry, aren’t we at work?” Kensi states.
Everyone files into ops and gets details on a new case. They start to leave, checking their phones for addresses.
Getting into the car, Kensi punches Deeks before he even gets his seatbelt on.
“Ow, what was that for?” Deeks says as he rubs his arm.
“ ‘I thought we were just trying to find out who got Kensi flowers.’ Really?! This is all your fault y’know.”, Kensi accuses.
“I’m sorry, my fault? I was being romantic and sweet and it’s not my fault that you didn’t check your hair for leftover petals.” Deeks smirks at her. “Sweetheart, if you want to give the ring back...”
“That’s not what I said,” Kensi blurts out, touching the ring she’s wearing on a necklace, “I just wasn’t expecting an interrogation this morning.”
“I know we weren’t planning on telling them right away, but it might be the only way to keep them from tailing you and bugging your phone.”, Deeks explains, brushing his knuckle down her cheek before grabbing her hand in his.

What if...

Jan. 30th, 2013 12:24 am
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Deeks really got fired in "The Debt".
Title: What if
Series: NCIS LA
Characters: Kensi/Deeks
Ratings: T for safety
Notes/Warnings: Spoilers for "The Debt". Also, I wrote this really late without anyone to read over it so sorry in advance for the gramatical nightmare and possible OOCness of this fic.

When Deeks got home that night he found Kensi camped outside his front door. “I’m guessing you’re not going to let this go a second time huh?” he asked.
“You didn’t let me say anything, you just walked away and for the first time in my life I get to confront someone that leaves me, so yeah you are just going to stand there and listen,” Kensi responded trying hard to keep the hurt out of her voice and face.
“Is there any way we could move this party inside so that I don’t have to explain to my co-workers why they are getting calls about a domestic disturbance at my apartment.” Deeks begged looking more tired than she had ever seen him. She almost gave in to him, but then she remembered how his exit had struck her one weakness. Abandonment.
“I’m not staying so there is no need for me to get comfortable, I just came to explain to you why we can’t be friends anymore, you literally said “I’ll call you”! Do you have any idea...”
“Stop” Deeks cut her off with a word. “I’ve had a really shitty day and I would like to go inside, grab a beer, sit down and talk about things with my best friend. Please, Kens, just lets go inside. After we talk, if you still want to leave, you’re free to go.”

Once they got inside and got settled on opposite sides of the couch Deeks gestured for Kensi to begin.
“I don’t think I can properly put into words how, discouraged and insignificant you made me feel today. I just wanted you to say ‘I’ll miss you’ or ‘I will fight this’ or hell even ‘Kensi, I’ve been in love with you since the moment you walked into that gym and now that we aren’t working together we can see where that takes us.’ But no, you not only had nothing to say, you wouldn’t let me say how I felt. I love you. I don’t know when you went from being my best friend to being the man I love, but it happened. I couldn’t even admit it to myself for a long time, but I was going to tell you because everything was changing and I had to hang on to what I know. And I know that I love you. You walked away without a backward glance. What is it about me that makes it so easy to leave me? I understand that I’m stubborn and hard to get along with, but you made me feel disposable. I thought you were different, I thought that you cared. I kinda thought we had a thing” Kensi demanded trying, but failing to stop the tears.
“Kens-” Deeks started.
“No, you know what I’m not even sure why I came here. I should have just let you walk off into the sunset and learn my lesson for good this time. Don’t trust people, they will find a way to let you down,” Kensi finished.
“Can I say something?” Deeks mumbled.
“What?” barely hearing him above what were now very probably sobs.
“I said can I say something?” Deeks bellowed.
“Why not, you can’t make me feel worse,” Kensi admitted.
“I didn’t stop you because I didn’t want to hear what you had to say. I wasn’t intending to never see you again. I just didn’t want to have that discussion in the middle of the mission. I wanted to be able to speak freely without people watching and listening and I wanted to be able to do this,” Deeks explained leaning in to capture her lips.
“I didn’t mean for you to think that you meant nothing to me. I just...I know how you feel about feelings and hard you have worked to seem strong and professional and I didn’t want you to throw that out the window, because you thought this was the end of something. So, I won’t be your partner at work anymore. Can we maybe try being partners in life for a while? I love you Fern and I don’t want you to ever doubt that or me again,” Deeks admitted.
“So you want to date?” Kensi sputtered.
“Look it’s been a really long day for both of us, why don’t you take the bed and I’ll sleep out here and we can talk some more in the morning when we’ve both had some sleep. Okay?” Deeks suggested.
“You want to be partners in life and you won’t share a bed with me?” Kensi retorted.
“I was just giving you room to think,” Deeks explained.
“We both just admitted we loved each other, I don’t think there is any need for you to sleep on the couch. Also, this way I can make sure you don’t sneak out on me,” she joked.

They got into bed and all the lights were out. They laid with Kensi’s back to Deeks chest. “I was scared today. Of losing you. I tend to lose the people I love,” Kensi whispered.
Deeks tightened his arms around her waist, “I know princess and I’m so sorry for that.”
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Title: Gear
Character(s): Kensi/Deeks
Warnings/Spoilers: none
Word Count: 273

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Title: Badge
Character(s): Deeks/ Kensi
Word Count: 247
Part 1/4

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Title: Death
Character(s): Deeks/ Kensi
Warnings: This is in fact a death fic!
Word Count: 285
Part 2/4

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Title: Blue
Character(s): Kensi
Word Count: 202
Please heed prior warnings!
Part 3/4

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Title: Bullpen
Character(s): Kensi
Word Count: 270
Please heed prior warnings!
Part 4/4

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Title: No One Else Can Break My Heart Like You
Character(s)/Pairing: Callen/ Nell
Rating: T?
AN: Betaed grammatically by [personal profile] carolinecrane This story is not for bingo, I hope you like it!

The man she loves has been arrested. She and anyone with a tv just watched him shoot Marcel Janvier. Shock doesn’t even begin to cover what she’s feeling right now. She will go home tonight to an empty house. She hasn’t lived in an empty house since they moved in together about a year ago. She wonders if he will get visitation, because there are things that need to be discussed. She understands why he did what he did. She knows the hurt and frustration he’s dealt with, that they’ve all dealt with, in this case. She just wishes there could have been another option. An option that didn’t land him in prison for the foreseeable future.
She takes a seat and watches as they escort him in. He sits down opposite her and they both pick up a phone.
“Hey, I’ve missed you,” he says, not really knowing where to start. He won’t apologize because he would do it again in a second.
“I’ve missed you, too. It’s been lonely at the house without you. How are you doing?” She’s not really sure where to start either.
“I’m alright, I mean orange isn’t really my color, but it’s easier to decide what to wear every morning. Whoa, hey, it’s okay,” he says because as soon as he says the word morning she bursts into tears. He’s never actually seen her cry.
“It’s actually not okay. You’re in prison for who knows how long. You can’t get bail because you shot an unarmed man on live television. I’m pregnant. And Hetty resigned.”
“Wha...? Did you just say...? Nell, what are you saying?” He stumbles through words, only sort of grasping at the right ones.
“I was hoping to tell you over a nice dinner or at least at home, but I guess over the phone with a plexiglass divider at the local high security prison will have to do.”
“How long have you known?” he asks, still a little stunned.
“Um, well I suspected a couple of weeks ago, but I just found out for sure the day before you were arrested. You seemed so stressed I wanted to wait until the case was over to tell you that your life was probably changing in a pretty big way. Unfortunately, you beat me to changing your life,” she says tears back in her eyes.
“What are we gonna do, babe?”
“Well, you’re going to be locked up for the next twenty-five or so years and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I don’t know if I can keep my job at OSP.”
“Hetty would never fire you for being pregnant,” Callen says with confidence.
“Hetty resigned and no one’s been able to find her since she left the building two days ago. Granger’s in charge now. And if I’m not able to properly do my job he has every right to let me go. I can’t be there at all hours of the day and night anymore. As much as I hate it, I’m probably going to have to move back home.”
“Home as in out of California? Nell, no! We’ll figure something out.”
“G, you’re in prison, I’m not going to be able to stay in my current job and be a single parent. What do you want me to do? All parents make sacrifices, mine are just going to be a little different than I planned,” Nell said sadly.
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Title: Music
Character(s)/Pairing: Nell, Callen
Word Count: 219

Music )

Title: Flames
Character(s)/Pairing: Kensi, Deeks
Spoilers: Personal (2.17)
Word Count: 260

Flames )
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Title: Beer
Character(s)/Pairing: Kensi, Deeks
Rating: K+?
Word Count: 351

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I don't own NCIS/NCIS LA or anything associated with those brands.
Title: Handcuffs
Character(s)/Pairings: Kensi, Deeks, Nell, Callen
Rating: T?
Word Count: 402

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I don't own NCIS/NCIS LA or anything associated with those brands.
Title: Alone
Character(s)/Pairing: Ziva
Rating: T?
Spoilers: Season 7
Word Count: 237

Alone )

Title: Gun
Character(s)/Pairing: Ziva
Word Count: 246

Gun )

NCIS bingo

Sep. 5th, 2012 11:24 am
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Okay guys this is going to be the first of quite a few drabbles I've done for NCIS_verse. This is the one I like the least, but here you go.
I don't own anything related to NCIS/NCIS LA.
Title: Coffee
Character(s)/Pairings: Gibbs
Rating: K+?
Word Count: 213
Coffee )
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Characters: Nell
Rating: K
Notes: I wrote this for the NCIS_verse case file, because I couldn't find what I thought my person had asked for so I wrote it myself. Beta-ed by [livejournal.com profile] carolinecrane
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Spoilers: Blye, K. Part 2
Pairing: Kensi/Deeks
Rating: K
Notes: Beta-ed by [livejournal.com profile] carolinecrane who had not seen the episode so any mistakes related to that are all on me. I might continue this if anyone is interested. No pressure!
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